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She don't got a lot to say, but there's smthg about her.

*LADY-A!
Hiyaa there, everyone!
My name is Marsha, but people always call me Acha. Hence, my name is Lady A. *i know, i know.
I am currently 19, meaning I am enjoying my last year of ages '1-something'. I am a dreamy, random girl; a fusion between mature and childish who cannot stop thinking. I love a lot of things, now watch me rock my world *and probably yours as well.
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Happiness, is having a scratch for every itch.

your doodle.

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Time changes everything, even you and I have changed.

My friends
Amanda DW. Atalya. Cantika. Chin-chin. Devina. Gisela. Jessica K. Lydia. Metta. Monik. Yosi. Zee.

Love this
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a disappointment
20.6.11 || 10:01:00 PM

well.. i just found out something rather disappointing.
i didn't get the scholarship.

so i applied for the 'foster parent scholarship program' in campus.
they would review our study report and our economic background.
one of the committee once said to me, 'you've got this amazing 4.0 GPA; if you didn't make it, it just means that there are others who need it more than you do.'

sigh.
right now i just can't understand which part of me that tells them 'she doesn't need it that bad.' i couldn't even pay for my tuition last semester, for God's sake. i had to borrow money from my church, and i haven't even been able to pay it back.
my mom is a single mother, working as a primary school teacher with less than 2millions earning per month. and i need to pay yet another semester tuition this july / august, which is about 7millions.

gosh i just need something to help me understand.
anything to help me make a sense out of it.
i kinda wanna scream, or cry, or even protest, or merely ask why. why?
but all i can manage to let out is solid silence. and a weak smile.
i just need some time to digest this.

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