“i am riding marsha-go-round”

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hiiyaa there guys! lol
sorry for being a bad blogger. too much goin on. ehehe

okaii. i've been thinking much of death lately.

at first, i'm afraid of it.
i know that i've done too many sins n havent done enough to wipe it.

but more after,
i'm not so afraid. especially after i joined kep in my church.
i realise dat i still have TOO many sins. but i have been much more sure about Jesus.
these days i've been feeling much closer to HIM.
and it intrigues me, how does it feel to die and be in His lap?
will i have more peace than here on earth? *definitely. lol
will i be relieved?
will every question be answered?
will every worry be gone?
will He love me, hug me and never let me go?
and i can only imagine how warm it will be..
how nice and peaceful.. all d world be forgotten..
when i'm there on His lap.

but even more after,
i realise i still haven't done any significant good on earth.
i haven't lived my dream to be an international activist.
i haven't lived my dream to be the one who spreads His love..
i still haven't got enough "ransum" to travel to next life. lol

but anyway, i guess, d best thing i can ask Him is to hold me and strengthen me.
no matter what, i know He'll be there.
a nice picture indeed.. :]
it convinces me to keep living, the good way for sure, for He'll be there waiting for me..
His arms wide open..
His lips open up in a huge, proud smile..
and i'll know i've done something good with my life. ^^

yeaa. dont mind me. just a random note. lol
it's just.. sometimes i'm too stressed up with my life n misses God. :]

anyways. off to the next topic....... lol
L-O-V-E. hahah yeaa i always lurv a nice lurv story n i got a nice one from my sista, ajeph. there was a dialogue between her n her ASAP-hunny-gonna-be *hwe2* that i TOTALLY adore. here goes:

so there was a guy, kept annoying my sista. my sista told him to cut it out, but it offended d guy *dang. my sista felt guilty n told her ASAP-hunny-gonna-be...

ajeph: huaaa help me to forget him...
hunny: just think about me.


gargh! somehow it just felt sooo sweet to me. hixz. >.<
i want one! hahah *stupido.

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