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*LADY-A!
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My name is Marsha, but people always call me Acha. Hence, my name is Lady A. *i know, i know.
I am currently 19, meaning I am enjoying my last year of ages '1-something'. I am a dreamy, random girl; a fusion between mature and childish who cannot stop thinking. I love a lot of things, now watch me rock my world *and probably yours as well.
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11.3.09 || 8:30:00 PM

have u ever experienced a sudden pain, aching in ur heart?
i have. just today. *n yesterday, actually.

i dunno. i suddenly feel all hopeless n stuffs.
i realise more and more how i love him, yet d despair also grows more and more.
i dunno why i'm feeling dis way. this friggin stuff starts to freak me out.

anyway, to appreciate maya *nyehehehe* i'll use indonesian in my post today. x)

okaii. humm agak aneh rasany. hahah centil bgd c.
okaii. jadiiii.
minggu lalu, g dapet bbrapa ksmpatan untuk bareng ma dy.
i really appreciate those moments. bner2 happy bsa bareng dy.. :)
n sejak awal, krn maya n monik selalu mem-boost up g dengan,
"ada harapan, cha!" , atau "dya juga suka tau ma lu. kelyatan bgd!!" ...
g cukup berani berharap.

terkadang.. g memang merasa harapan itu ada.
dari pandangan2 mata yang sering bertabrakan.
dari dulu pas event *****, dya tau2 duduk d sblah g pas lunch.
dari sikap yang sama2 canggung kalo lagi bareng,
atau salting (quoting monik n maya, nyehehe)...

tapi, seiring tak pernah adanya sinyal lebih lanjut...
seiring tak kunjung adanya smsan lebih lanjut...
harapan itu perlahan musnah.
apalagi 2 hari belakangan ini. tau knapa, harapan g lagi berada di titik nadir.
padahal hari ini sempet bareng.
smpet berdekatan ma sosoknya.
sempet kaget karena tau2 dy menjulang di belakang g. nyehehe stupid.
sempet berinteraksi.
sempet terkagum2 ma refleks dy yang cepet.
sempet minjemin barang ke dy.
*tepatnya, awalnya dy ambil tanpa persetujuan. hahah
smpet sotoy dy, orang g taruhny bukan d tempat itu padahal. :)

g gatau knapa g bisa tiba2 grow so fond of this friggin man;
this absolutely amazing guy, who dares to go inside my heart and mess up with it...
nyehehe love blinds us, people?? HELL, yeah.


*Beyonce, Broken-hearted Girl
You’re everything
I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

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