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.threesongs.
15.11.08 || 2:09:00 PM
yes i am a moody person.
in today alone i've screamed, i've cried, i've smiled.
i did (and even still doing) crazy things like an idiot.
i got so quiet, i got excited.
three songs that fills (and kinda describes) my day today:
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence
Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back home.
Wake me up inside, call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run, before i come undone.
Save me from the nothing i've become.
Frozen inside, without your touch, without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
Going back to the corner, where i first saw you
I'm not broke... i'm just a broken-hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can i do
How can i move on when i'm still in love with you
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i can be
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
Cos you'll know it's just for you..
1,2,3,4 - Plain White T's
Give me more lovin then i've ever had.
Make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
Tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
Make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
Barely gettin mad,
I'm so glad i found you.
I love bein' around you.
You make it easy,
As easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
There's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
cuz hell, no matter i try
no matter i'm dying to forget everything i know about you
no matter i plea to my heart to let you go
but you're still here
you're stuck on my mind
i hate you for makin me in lurv with you.
crap.
Labels: it's-so-me, love
an exchanging of words
13.11.08 || 8:41:00 PM
last nite, david texted me. juz like dat, out of nowhere. lol x)
n he sent me diz cute shorty poem:
Lo lagi sibuk? Lo udah tidur?
Coba deh berhenti sebentar, bangkit sejenak.
Lalu pandanglah angkasa raya.
Langit yang bergairah lebih cerah, bulan yang berpendar lebih pijar,
bintang yang berkedip seolah mengintip.
Apakah kita merasakan langit yang sama? 12 nov 08
wew. i grinned, shook my head n thought,
"dude, wtf is wrong with him tonite." lol *peace, man x)
but anyway i replied:
Dsini, bintang tengah jengah
tak mau berkedip - beku, tak ramah.
tak digubrisnya bulan menyapa,
tapi tak apa.
aku masih melihat langit yang sama:
yang padanya kamu menitipkan kata.
bsd 12.11.08 - kangen jakarta
yeay. x) a lil sharin with no one
(since i doubt anyone would read dis blog, so i can write rather freely. lol)
i am stupidly ECSTATIC today. x) *grin
i am beautifully, wonderfully HAPPY n i m not so sure why. lol
yeah.
love drives me crazy.
n im happy for that. lol
Labels: love, wordswords
Neverland - a fragment
6.11.08 || 11:39:00 PM
Neverland - a fragment
I wish i could break free and fly
away to never-neverland
where i'll forever be a child
yes, indeed, forever young and vigorous
but no, am i already in a neverland
where there will be never, never you..
Labels: love, wordswords
My Silent Wish
|| 11:26:00 PM
My Silent Wish
At those broken wings,
i stare
tempted by its beauty,
i can't even let go
i'm here,
still here..
for somehow i hope
you'll find me eventually
Labels: love, wordswords
Sanctuary
|| 11:13:00 PM
this is the place
i can call
my shelter
Where no pain exists
nor the cry of burden
When i hide in
nothing matters
but my adrenaline
in all my jumps
it is the freedom
i call sanctuary
it's genuine
the spirit of all
i spread my wings and fly
while hoping not to fall
but it won't matter
in my sanctuary
it isn't death i fear the most
but the fact of life
isn't so beautiful
that's the dread i hide from
Labels: justmythought, wordswords
